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  She pulled his shirt over his head, and marveled at all of the ink on his body. She saw her name near his heart, and once again, she was struck by how much she loved him. Sinner had marked his body with her name. She traced her finger over the ink. Unable to hold back, she smiled. “You still have it.”

  “You’re still mine, Lola. That hasn’t changed.”

  She went to her knees before him, pulling down his jeans until they were pooled at his feet. He stepped out of them, kicking them across the room and out of the way. He ran his fingers through her hair, dislodging the pins that were keeping it secure on top of her head.

  Once she had his cock in her hand, she flicked the tip of his cock, and then covered it with her mouth.

  He hissed, the sound echoing around her apartment.

  “Fuck, baby. Give a guy a warning.”

  She pulled off his length, and smirked up at him. “I held your dick. What more warning did you need?”

  He grabbed her hands and pulled her over his knee. He was on his knees, and had one foot on the ground, which he bent her over. Suddenly, he gave her ass a slap.

  The burn warmed her ass, and went straight to her clit. She cried out his name, and wriggled against his knee. He slapped her ass again, and she loved it. Her pussy went slick, and she reached for his cock again.

  “You like that, baby? You like being told off for being naughty.”

  She glanced up at him, seeing the concern in his eyes. “Feel me, Sinner.” She opened her thighs for him, and he slid a finger between her swollen folds.

  He pushed a finger inside her, and she groaned, wanting more. It wasn’t enough, never enough.

  “What is it you do to me?” he asked.

  Sinner pulled his fingers from her pussy, and she eased off his leg. “It’s exactly what you do to me.” She wrapped her arms around his neck, and held him close. They were both naked, his hard, muscular chest completely different from her soft one.

  He ran his hands up and down her back, gripping her ass.

  Pulling away from him, she took his hand and moved him toward the sofa.

  “I don’t even get the chance to go into the bedroom.” He took a seat, and she smiled at him.

  “I’ve spent many nights sitting in that very place, thinking about you. Every time I do, I think about everything I want to do to you, and I’m going to show you now.” She went to his jeans, and pulled out a condom. “You’re always prepared.”

  ****

  Lola was the same person, but she was so different. Not in a bad way either. The woman before him was filled with so much confidence that it was turning him the fuck on just watching her.

  Wrapping his fingers around the length, he watched her, amazed at what a beautiful woman she had become. She was no longer that scared little mouse.

  She dazzled him with her smile and made him ache in ways that the old Lola never had.

  “I’m always prepared.”

  He couldn’t look away as she tore into the condom and removed the latex. She went to her knees before him and slowly began to slide the condom over his length. “You know, we don’t have to do this,” he said.

  “I’ve not been to see the doctor for my shot.”

  “I was bare the last time I was inside you.”

  She smiled. “I think we’re safe. I’ve had a period since then.”

  “What about those kids?” he asked.

  “I thought we would start them when we were both back in Piston County.”

  “You do want kids?”

  “With you, yes. I want kids. I want to have that life with you that we’ve talked about all the time.”

  “Have you gone to see your parents yet?” he asked as she straddled his lap. He held onto her plump ass. He was in no rush to get her pregnant, but he loved how open she had become with him.

  “Nope, and I don’t want to talk about my parents.” She reached down, holding his cock, and then lowered herself over his length.

  She sank down, and they both released a little gasp as she took him to the hilt. She sat on him, wrapping her arms around his neck.

  He stared up into her eyes, knowing with all of his heart, that what they were doing was the right thing. They were going to make a better future for each other.

  “Is this what you wanted?” he asked, squeezing her ass, lifting her up on his cock, and then pulling her down so that their bodies slapped together.

  “Yes.”

  “You want this? You want to fuck me, baby?”

  “Yes.”

  “Then ride me. Ride my cock because it belongs to you. It always has.”

  She held onto his shoulders, and she started to rock on his dick, taking him in deep. Her pussy squeezed him as she slid up and down his length. He watched her tits bounce, and then his cock as it disappeared inside her body.

  Releasing one cheek of her ass, he teased a finger between her folds, touching her clit. The moment he stroked that swollen nub, she screamed his name, and her cunt tightened around him like a fucking fist.

  She lifted herself up so that only the tip of his cock was inside, and slammed back down. She did this over and over again. All the time, he stroked her clit, bringing her closer to orgasm with each flick of his finger.

  “Please, Sinner.”

  “You want to come?” he asked.

  “Yes, yes, I want to come.”

  He pulled her off his cock and moved so that she was over his face.

  “Sinner?”

  “I want to eat your pussy while you suck my cock. I bet this was part of your fantasy.” He moved her in such a way so that when she leaned over, she could reach his cock. Her pussy was soaking wet. He plunged his tongue inside her cunt, tasting her.

  She removed the condom from his cock. He felt her lips on his cock, licking the entire length. He growled against her pussy, using his teeth on her clit, stroking from her pussy up to her clit, then down again, sliding inside her.

  Sinner had been wanting the taste of her pussy for so long, it was like an ache, a yearning.

  “You taste so fucking good,” he said, then sucked her clit into his mouth.

  She bobbed on his cock, taking him to the back of her throat, where she sucked his cock in deep, before releasing him. She used her hands and mouth on his dick.

  With two fingers inside her pussy, he flicked her clit, feeling her orgasm start to build just as his own was.

  They came together, the scent of sex heady in the air. He licked the cream from her cunt as she milked him dry, taking everything he had to offer and then some.

  She swallowed every drop of him.

  When it was over, he moved her so that she was at the side of him, and he had his back that would hit the floor first if he fell off.

  “Do you like my feet?” she asked, seconds later.

  He laughed, and finally sat up, and she snuggled in close.

  “I didn’t expect it to end like that,” she said.

  “You didn’t like my mouth on your pussy?”

  “I loved it.” She turned to look up at him. “I just love being with you.”

  He was struck once again by her natural beauty. Lola was always one hundred percent natural with him.

  “I’m not going to be able to make another visit before Christmas,” he said.

  The smile that had been in her eyes seemed to fade. “Oh, of course, these are just a bonus.”

  “I want to help a friend out. I’ll be at Fort Wills for Christmas, and I will even have a Christmas present for you,” he said.

  “I’ve already got one for you. I picked it out a few weeks ago. I’m hoping you’ll love it.”

  “I love anything by you, you know that.” He kissed her head. She stroked a finger over her name. He took her hand, locking their fingers together.

  “Do you think you’ll be able to settle down after being on the road again? I remember Lexie once told me that Chaos Bleeds were always on the road. You never settled down.”

  “We didn’t. We�
�d ride from place to place, causing trouble where we could. None of us had dreams of settling down.”

  “What changed?”

  “We got to see The Skulls, and how they had found a life together in one town. Not only that, Devil was trying to find his son, and then of course, he met Lexie, couldn’t be without her, and some of us guys decided to take this kind of road as well.”

  “But there are still some that decided to stay as nomads?” she asked.

  “You got it. I’m with a bunch of men right now. They’re good men, but they would ruin everything the club has built up at Piston County.” They really would. Just thinking about Rock and Lucius was enough to make his head spin.

  They didn’t believe in conforming, and Devil wasn’t interested in keeping men down when they wanted to fly.

  “I guess I just find it hard to believe that you’ll be able to settle down so long after you’ve been away.”

  “What about you? Do you see yourself back in Piston County? This can go both ways, you know that? You’ve had your life away from the clubs, and from one town. Does the city life agree with? Does being without me agree with you?” he asked. He had to know these things, and he wanted her to know that she could talk to him, openly and honestly.

  “I see us back in Piston County together, growing old together.” She squeezed his hands. “Do you hate me?”

  “I thought we had talked about this, babe?” he asked. “I don’t hate you at all. In the beginning I was hurt, but now, with what we’re experiencing together, there is no way I could hate what you’re doing. You’re a strong woman, and I love you. We’ve both got places to be, and one day soon, we’ll join up with each other.”

  When he had left, Roxy had started to get worse. The reason he didn’t think he was going to get the chance to be with Lola again was he didn’t know how long he was going to be with Lucius.

  The brother really wasn’t taking her illness all that well. Roxy had warned him, and now that they were seeing the effects, Sinner knew something bad was going to happen.

  “How about we not fight about the future, and we just bask in the now.” He held her close, knowing that he would go fucking crazy if he ever lost Lola. They were apart right now because of her choice.

  If he ever had her taken away from him, he would lose his shit, and it would fucking kill him.

  “I want lots of kids,” she said, suddenly.

  “What?”

  “When we have kids. I want lots of them. A whole houseful like Lexie. I want to be a good mother.”

  “You’d be an amazing mother.”

  ****

  Natalie tilted her head to the side, and admired the dress in the mirror. Old Ladies MC clothing was shut, but there was one dress that she had made with herself in mind, and she had never tried it on. Always been nervous about doing so. Being alone, with no fears of anyone coming in the shop, she gave a little twirl.

  Her hair was piled high on her head. The chest area was designed to push breasts together, creating a nice cleavage. She had always been a bit of a boy, preferring jeans and long shirts. Working on a ranch never gave her much time or excuse for dressing up like a lady or a woman.

  “You look beautiful,” Slash said, making her gasp and turn toward him.

  “Hey, I didn’t hear anyone come in.”

  “I came around the back. I have a key.” He held up his key, and gave her a smile. “You’re trying on the merchandise.”

  “I’m going to pay for it. I’m just, I don’t know. I feel silly.” She gripped her hands, and smiled at him. “I made this for me.”

  “I know. I saw the drawing. I was surprised you never modeled for it. It’s perfect for you.”

  “It makes me feel like a woman.”

  His gaze ran down her whole body. “Hate to say this to you, but you really are a woman.”

  “Why are you so nice to me?” she asked.

  “What?”

  “You don’t know me, and I know you’ve got a club full of women, not to mention everyone in town that wants you. Why are you being nice to me?”

  “I like you. Does there have to be a reason?” he asked.

  “I’m not used to people sticking around because they like me, Slash. They come and go as they please. I’m no one important, and I’m selling the ranch to the club.”

  “This is not about the ranch, or wanting you for a reason, or any shit like that. I’m not the kind of guy who does shit like that.”

  She tilted her head to the side, and looked at him. “Then why? I know that Butler likes spending time with me, and watching me draw. Lexie thinks I’m funny. Paris has her reason, but I don’t know why you do.”

  Natalie liked Slash a lot, and he was there. Butler had warned her that Slash had feelings for her, and like all guys, it had made her nervous. Was he expecting something from her?

  He spent so much time with her, and she had truly believed he was her friend.

  Slash stepped close to her, and she couldn’t help the gasp that left her. He cupped her cheek, and tilted her head up so that she was staring into her eyes.

  “I think you’re the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Yes, I want you, and no, I’m not going to rush you, or tell you that you need to make a choice.” He kissed her lips with such tenderness that it surprised her. “I want to warn you though. Butler’s lying. He wants you just as much as I do.”

  She was nervous.

  No man had ever wanted her before, and now there were two.

  She licked her dry lips, nervous, kind of scared.

  “This changes nothing,” he said.

  It did though.

  It changed everything.

  Chapter Twelve

  October

  Most of the group that Sinner had started with had long since dispersed and gone their separate ways, and he had stayed with one man, one person. Rock was still around, and so was Roxy—only there was a problem. She was getting sicker by the day, weaker.

  Lucius had wanted to take her home, only to find out that Roxy had sold her home, and had cut off all ties to the world she once knew. She was alone, and no one was there to help her.

  “I don’t want to keep taking her to hotels,” Lucius said late one night. “She deserves to have some place to rest, and I can’t give her that here.”

  “Where do you want to go?” Rock asked.

  “Anywhere that is not here, okay?”

  “You can have my old apartment,” Sinner said. “In Piston County. You’ll be near the club, and she’ll be safe.”

  “What about your girl?”

  “Don’t worry about it. I want Roxy to have everything she needs.”

  “To die,” Lucius said, forcing out a laugh. Silence fell after the sound disappeared.

  “We know you care for her,” Rock said.

  “Yeah, well, caring for her didn’t get me nowhere fucking fast, did it!” Lucius shook his head.

  “I know you don’t want to lose her.”

  “It doesn’t matter what I want. The apartment is good. I’ll talk to her about it, and then let you know.”

  Lucius got to his feet and left.

  Sinner took another long swig of his beer, and stared out over the night sky. It was fucking freezing, but he didn’t want to go inside just yet.

  “I didn’t think you’d last long on the road with us,” Rock said.

  “Why not?”

  “You’ve got a girl, and a life. I don’t got shit, and you know me. The road is where I belong. Too much trouble happens when you stay in one place, believe me.”

  “I don’t need to believe you. I lived in that shit. We met with The Skulls, and then got Devil’s kid. Piston County felt like home, but I know that we fucked up at times settling down.”

  “Yeah, lot of shit went down. Lost some good people all over,” Rock said.

  “And I met the woman I was always going to have. I love her more than anything.”

  “I heard the tale of you and your woman. Doesn’t
it piss you off that you’re here, and she’s there?” Rock asked.

  “Nope. You’ve got to know Lola to understand her reasoning. I don’t have any regrets about what is happening.” If he hadn’t been with the Nomad Chapter, he wouldn’t be here to help Lucius, and even though the other brother wouldn’t admit it, Lucius was in so much fucking pain it was unreal.

  “I didn’t even know that Roxy was ill. What kind of sick shit is that? She seemed the same party animal I’ve come to know her as,” Rock said.

  “You didn’t notice because you really didn’t know her. When it’s someone you love or someone you care about, you pay attention. It’s the small things in life that you notice first. They seem unimportant to so many, but you know what they are, and you care.”

  “Wow, you sound like a man in love,” Rock said. “Oh, that’s right, pussy-whipped.”

  “Never said I wasn’t pussy-whipped.” Sinner chuckled.

  “I’ve never had that, you know?”

  “Never had what?”

  “A woman that you’re willing to do anything for? To me, they’ve all been bitches. Holes that are available. No one has ever been something more.”

  Sinner shrugged. “Not all of them are the same. Lola, she’s different. Not everyone’s kind of girl, but she’s mine.” He laughed, thinking about her. “She’s kind of a nerd actually. She’s big with computers and stuff. I never understand what she’s talking about, but to watch her on her computer, now that is enjoyable. We’re two completely different people, and yet, we’ve found our way together.”

  “See, pussy-whipped.”

  “Why don’t you criticize my feelings when you know what it’s like.” He slapped Rock on the back.

  “Are you two done being pussies?” Lucius asked.

  He glanced up at the other brother. “What’s up?”

  “Will you arrange your apartment? She doesn’t have a lot of time left.”

  “Sure thing.”

  Lucius didn’t linger. Sinner grabbed his cell phone and dialed Devil’s number.

  “This better be good, because you have woken Laurell up.”

  “Shit, sorry. Can you get my apartment ready?” Sinner asked.

  “You and Lola coming home?”